Too Beautiful For Earth - Miscarriage Grief Journal: Help For Processing The Loss Of A Baby

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Mary and Ellen looked at Dean sympathetically. "Honey, why don't we think of a name for her?" Mary asked putting a hand on his shoulder. Dean awoke in the same meadow as the last time he dreamt of Cas. The difference was there was a slight, anti-depressant induced, haze around everything and Cas was standing there waiting for him. And can it be that in a world so full and busy, the loss of one weak creature makes a void in any heart, so wide and deep that nothing but the width and depth of vast eternity can fill it up! I told Zac today that I don't care about the fact that I will be up all night feeding Julien and that sleep-deprivation is right around the corner. Don't care about the poopy diapers. I don't care about the physical pain I'll be in after the birth. I don't care that I gained 40 lbs. on top of the 20 lbs. I wasn't able to lose after having Jonas. All I really care about is being able to hold a live baby in my arms. A pink baby screaming and crying and needing me! Dean nodded at the angel as he curled into a tighter ball on the bed, Castiel's coat draped over him and Amara's ashes in his hands. This was what most days were for Dean –when he wasn't in therapy.Josiah loves his new brother! At first he was a little confused and sometimes called him Jonas. But now he's beginning to understand that the painting on our wall is Jonas, and this baby is Julien. I don't think he'll fully understand for a few years, though. Whenever we drive by a cemetery, he always says, "Look at all these Jonases!" haha...it's cute--and funny seeing how a 3 year old understands things.

Each new life... No matter how fragile or brief... Forever changes the world. Look for me in Rainbows

Jonas Elliot Phillips, 03.12.2009

Cas, this isn't funny, it's not funny in the real world and it's not funny in my dreams. I am a man! I can't have a kid! I don't have the right parts for that to work." Dean said glaring at his angel Your brother, Sam" the man who was definitely not Sam said. All Dean could do was stare at the man dumbfounded

Sometimes I have to write "ugly". Unless I want to fool myself into thinking that life is totally fine now, even 2.5 years after. It's just not. Yes, I am strong and I have endured so much. It could have been worse. And yes, Julien brightened my life more than anything else has since then. But if I am going to be honest, I need to say that I still struggle immensely sometimes.

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Soooo since the recommendation was made to this already terrified preggo girl to induce next week, when I am exactly 38 weeks along, I readily agreed. My doctor, who is considered one of the best, if not THE BEST high-risk doctor in Colorado, said they'd need to do an amniocentesis the morning before. It will show if Julien's lungs are fully developed, because if they aren't then we'll have to wait. But at 38 weeks, I'm thinking he'll be ready. Yeah, it is." the Sam imposter said. Dean finally took the time to look at him; he had short blonde hair and dark green eyes. He also had stubble that told Dean he hadn't shaved today. All Dean could think about was what this man could possibly want. When you are sorrowful look again into your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. While society often focuses on how women cope with a miscarriage , many men experience similar feelings of grief and loss. The emotions that come along with a partner losing a pregnancy are hard to explain.