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Junhui just shook his head, preventing himself from saying things out of impulse because he knew he would regret everything if he did. He stood up and turned away from Wonwoo. Junhui shed tears. All the pain that he hide for a long time is finally going out through his eyes and he can feel how Wonwoo is in pain because he misses his best friend so much, too.

There’s no assurance Junhui. So it’s better to stop ourselves from falling than risking what we have.” Wonwoo replied. Oh, I see. And you, two? Are you... together again?” He inquires, starting to be comfortable with the two famous students in the university. Alright!” He shouted and as he finished taking a bath and putting on his school’s t-shirt, he went down grabbing his bag. No worries. She’s in the house and now waiting for you.” The guy grinned and took Wonwoo. “We’ll be going.” He proceeded.Wonwoo doesn't know what happened these past few weeks because he has nothing to do since his best friend confessed everything to him. His head is bombarded with thoughts and he couldn’t fix everything that he needed to. It's very stressful for him, especially now, seeing Chan crying in front of him and he hates himself for being so dumbㅡhe can't do anything. Then he keeps on acting and lying to his best friend that he has no time for some random things. He made Wonwoo understand that he has his priority now. He has a focus and goal that he needs to put his full attention to. No, he's not leaving Wonwoo behind, he's just fixing the situation and doing the things he knows are the best for them, especially for Wonwoo. And just by how Wonwoo looked at Junhui, he knew his boyfriend is in love with his best friend, because that’s how he looks at Wonwoo.

Love, I’ll just talk to Junhui. Wait for me here.” Wonwoo is with Chan and he already introduced his boyfriend to his auntie and uncle. Wonwoo is always and forever grateful to them. But you cannot blame him for having the feeling of being a burden to his best friend’s family. And he just shed tears every night realizing how blessed he is with them. Junhui closed his eyes again and spoke. “I love you just like how Chan loves you. Now that I tell you, did you already understand it? No, right? Because you didn’t feel the same way.” He immediately turned his head to him, anticipating something. And even if Junhui just mentioned his name, he couldn't help but to feel the pain he has in his heart and it is also visible from Junhui’s voice.And Wonwoo is not dumb. He is not numb to not notice how Junhui is avoiding him. He just pretended that he's fine with it but every night, anxious thoughts are visiting him. Overthinking here, overthinking there. Having no enough sleep and just peeping to his window where Junhui's window is visible, expecting that the older will peep too and will give the smileㅡthe smile that is his most favorite. Ah, love, this is Junhui, my best friend. Junhui this is Chan, my boyfriend.” Wonwoo said, looking straight into Chan’s eyes as he held the younger’s hand. Junhui helped him. “No. School year is about to end. There’s nothing much to do in school, we can skip classes.” He said and opened the lunch box where the food was. “Plus, you’re not a nuisance. I’m your best friend and I am responsible for taking care of you, punk.” Junhui gives him a sarcastic, annoying face. Wonwoo honestly didn't know when it started, but he confirmed the feelings he has for his best friend when he felt afraid whenever Junhui was not with him, when he wants to be taken care of his best friend, when his day is not complete without seeing him, and when Junhui avoided him little by little. That time, he knew it was Junhui all along. That time, he wants to be with Junhui. And that time, he knew he loved his best friend more than the usual love felt by best friends. Jeon family’s wealth was all spent on his studies so he will not bother with it anymore and it’s enough. And Wen gave all of his needs and wants; what Junhui has, he also has. Until Wonwoo thought of something that could help him and he will no longer be a burden to his best friend’s family anymore.